Saturday, June 25, 2011

currently snacking on...

Cherries!

I love the fact that I only have to walk one block to pick up some fresh fruits and veggies. I also love the fact that this year in Irbid has forced me to walk everywhere. I want to go to the store = walk; school = walk; Arabic class = walk. OK ... I admit... I don't always love this, especially when it's so hot out that sweat immediately begins to drip down my long-sleeved, long- shirt, scarf covered body the minute I begin walking. Which brings me to the next thing I love about Irbid... cheap taxis. So when it is super hot out or I want a relief from the ever-present stares from people, I can simply hail a taxi and know that it won't break the bank.

But this morning I was able to purchase aforementioned cherries by simply heading down my driveway, around the corner and across the street to my trusty fruit and veggie man. The other great thing about my little walk this morning was the fact that is Friday. Oh glorious Fridays in Jordan! How I do love thee! These are the best mornings to go running; there are less people out which means less "I luv youuu", "Ohhhh beautiful...” or the nonverbal hissing coming from shabab [also known as young, having nothing better to do with their time, men]. Friday mornings are quite & slow, reminiscent of what I imagine Sunday's used to be years ago in the States, before materialism and commercialism took over our country.

Today was cherries. Last week I was able to pick up peaches. Peaches are one of my favorite fruits as each bite takes me to southwest Michigan orchards where I'd pick ripe peaches out of trees with my cousins and Grandma. I was pleasantly surprised by the peaches here… they are delicious and make me look forward to making fresh peach pie when I return to sweet home Chicago in a month.

Thursday, June 16, 2011

overview video of AES

Here's a little video I made for the school. Her Royal Highness Princess Rym Ali attended the graduation ceremony for our Kindergarten II class on June 1st. She asked us to send her videos of our classrooms, showing how we integrate our blind, low-vision and sighted students. After making those videos, my boss asked me to make a short little "walk-through" of our building, explaining how our classes are integrated and a little history of the school. Sorry for the low-quality of the film; I was using the school's [older] camera and was talking, walking and filming at the same time. Enjoy a look into Arab Episcopal School!


Sunday, June 12, 2011

Monday, June 6, 2011

learning Braille

I was asked by a friend a few weeks ago, "What is the coolest thing you've learned this year?" My thoughts quickly rushed through the year, reminiscent of a movie where scenes flash through the protagonist's mind as they remember their life.
The things I've learned run deep & wide: lessons about communicating cross- culturally... with Arabs, with Germans, with Sri Lankans; how to make my favorite oh-so-delish Jordanian food; about Islam and interfaith dialogues; how to best avoid shebab; how to control/teach a classroom full of 1st, 2nd or 3rd graders; how to dance the Debke; how to train for a half marathon and a 150 mile relay race while living overseas; and how to love when it is hard to love. Although I still have time left here in Jordan, I am at the point where people are asking me to begin to reflect on this year. At the MCC retreat in Cyprus a month ago, I was given the opportunity to share with my fellow MCC workers what this year has looked like -- my day-to-day life, host family, challenges, joys. Lessons learned. I could go on and on with the list above, but part of me knows that many of the things I've learned here and the ways the Lord has stretched me might not be realized until I'm home. And even then it might take a while for some of this year to sink in to the point where I can look beyond the frustrations and disappointments - as well as the joys - and more deeply understand those lessons learned.
One lesson stands out as "cool". Meet Miss Maha. She is one of the wonderful teachers at AES and she holds a dear, dear place in my heart. It is with her [and a few of the other teachers] that I would spend some of my breaks each week in the tiny kitchen in the school... we would laugh and chat - some Arabic, some English - and enjoy a cup of tea or coffee together. It is with her where I learned probably the "coolest" lessons from my time in Jordan: to read and write Braille. For a few weeks, we sat together during school breaks and she would slowly teach me each letter and symbol used in English writing. I just started learning Arabic Braille... it's nice because some of the letters are the same [for example: the English letter "b" and the Arabic letter for the "b" sound are the same Braille letter].
For a few years, my dad worked at a school for the blind in Ohio. When I was younger, I would see his different Braille books around his office and often try to read the letters. It's neat now thinking I can write my dad a letter in Braille and he'd be able to read it. I think I especially enjoy Braille because it isn't a spoken language, and therefore I don't have the hurdle of learning to pronounce new sounds and letters. I loved learning this language and loved having Miss Maha teach me. She is brilliant, kind-hearted and patient with my Arabic.

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

updates

Hey friends! Sorry it's been about a month since I've last written. I had intentions of writing, but so much has happened that it kept on getting pushed further down on the to-do list. Here are some quick updates:

1. Easter - Easter vacation came and I welcomed it with open arms. We had gone awhile at school without a break, so it was great to have a few days off. Ben, my longtime boyfriend, came to visit for the week and it.was.wonderful. After months apart and countless hours of Skype dates we finally could talk to one another face-to-face. We spent the week exploring Jordan -- Amman, Dead Sea, Irbid, Aqaba, Wadi Rum, Petra -- we saw it all. It was so fun to travel around with friends, hike beautiful places and sit in coffee shops together. I don't think I can fully express to you just how rejuvenating it was to be with him again. Similar to when my parents visited at Christmas and when other friends from home have stopped through Jordan, it was great for Ben to be able to meet the people who have become my community during this season of my life.

Samira [my roomie], Ben and I at Petra.

2. The big news is that while Ben was here visiting.... he proposed! We're planning on getting married in the fall and couldn't be more excited!

Ben & I right after we got engaged.

3. I had four short days between when Ben flew home to when I flew to Cyprus. At the beginning of May, I headed to Cyprus with MCC for their yearly MCC EME retreat [a.k.a. Mennonite Central Committee Europe and Middle East retreat]. Cyprus was beautiful! I enjoyed morning runs [in shorts and a t-shirt!] next to the Mediterranean Sea, morning and afternoon swims in the sea, an afternoon exploring Larnaca with some wonderful friends, inspirational Bible studies and conversations, singing in English [!], a GIANT Dutch Blitz game, tons of game nights, long talks with friends... I could go on and on and on. Basically, I'm in love with MCC as an organization... it was amazing to meet all the MCC staff who work tirelessly throughout the Europe and Middle East regions for peace and development. They are people who love God & love people. They are people who have come to see those two things as the most important things in life and who work hard to love those within their communities where the Lord has placed them. I'm not sure where God will lead Ben and I in the future, but I would be honored if at some point we're able to be involved in the work MCC is doing around the world.

The other Middle East SALTers at retreat.

4. I arrived home to Irbid a week ago and have returned to work at the school. There are about four weeks left for students and about five left for teachers. We are busy preparing things for the graduation ceremony for our Kindergarten II class [those who will move up into the 1st grade next year]. I'm enjoying my work at the school and my interactions with the students more and more. It's funny how when your time somewhere is coming to an end it is then that you truly begin to appreciate it. I'll work at the school a few weeks after teachers are done, finishing up some office work and preparing some things for the next volunteer. Part of my next six weeks or so will include doing a number of reports for MCC. The school has reached the end of their term for funding from MCC, so I will need to fill out an "end of term" report, as well as a new report for continued partnership and funding. Although these forms are technically not due until December, I have been asked to complete the forms as I'm familiar with the school. This will [hopefully] make it easier for next year's volunteer to come in having these forms already completed.

5. With about a week left before I head back to the States, I will hopefully travel with a good friend to some near by countries. I'll post more on this later, as it all depends on the political situation at the time. Inshallah [God willing] all will be stable and we'll be able to visit other MCC staffers and good friends living nearby.

6. Since January, I have participated in a photography project with some friends and acquaintances called Project 52. The goal is to take a photo a week, each week focusing on a theme. Check it out for some recent photos of my time here and little narrations accompanying each photo.

More to come soon! Thanks for all of your prayers and support through the past 9 months. I can hardly believe that in two months I'll be heading back to the States. I can't wait to see you all and hear of what the Lord has done over the past year!

Peace.

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

School Website

Along with working in English classrooms, a huge part of my job here at Arab Episcopal School is office/administrative/fundraising work. I spend about half of my day in the office assisting my boss with whatever is needed. Sometimes this is taking photos of students and school activities. Sometimes this work is applying for grants and funding. Sometimes it includes corresponding with English speaking supporters and friends of the school. A huge part of my job this year, especially during the first semester, was creating the school website. Along with my German flatmate/fellow volunteer Samira, and a genius Jordanian man, we spent many hours learning how to design a website. Although I would by no means call myself an expert, it was very interesting learning about all the little details that come with presenting our school to the world wide web. Feel free to check it out!


On the website you'll find a ton of information and stories about our school...things that I probably have not mentioned here in blog-world. As my grandma pointed out, I have talked very little about my work in the school. Hopefully, the website will help you gain an insight into the kiddos I get to hang out with everyday.

Sunday, April 17, 2011

Building Confidence

"No! No! No!" I sat across from Ibrahim as he became more and more frustrated. I felt hopeless. I wanted to help him. I wanted to give him the answer, but I couldn't. This was a test. All I could do was try to explain again that he needed to find the words from the reading that were in the "present continuous tense".

As Ibrahim became frustrated to the point of tears, I saw myself in him. My memory brought me back to countless times when I would cry over school work, frustrated at myself for not understanding, for feeling stupid, for feeling defeated and worthless compared to my classmates, who seemed to receive good grades effortlessly.

For years, due to a speech impediment, I struggled in school. Whenever it was time for English or reading or spelling lessons, I would leave my classroom, leave behind all my "normal" and "smart" classmates, to work with a speech specialist. We would work for hours, both in school and private lessons at home, to help me understand how different letters work together to form different sounds, and how those sounds form words. As a young child, every part of my life seemed to be affected by my speech impediment.

It was in preschool when my parents realized how important it was to get me help. During a typical parent/teacher conference, my teacher told my parents how deeply my speech impediment was affecting my life. She said the other students couldn't understand me and therefore, I was slowly becoming more and more isolated from my peers. My parents saw how this was affecting my ability to communicate and make friends. Thus began a long road of meeting with speech therapists and reading specialists.

Now, two years out of earning a Bachelors degree from Wheaton College [my dream school...one that I enrolled in thinking I would barely be able to survive in the academically challenging classes] I am so incredibility grateful for two things:

1. I had parents that cared deeply for my development both academically and socially that they made great efforts to get me the support and assistance I needed.

2. I went to a school where the resources were available. There are many public schools around the world which are not equipped to help students with different learning disorders, whatever it may be.


The school where I work here in Jordan, Arab Episcopal School, works to bring resources and specialized education to students who are unable to receive those things in their local public schools. AES's mission is to integrate visually impaired students with sighted students. They attempt to bring specialized education to visually impaired students in northern Jordan. Before the school began in 2003, blind and low-vision students would have to travel to boarding schools in Amman [about 1.5 hours south]. This option is not ideal for a 5 year old, as they would have to leave their families for weeks at a time. If this option was not possible for families [i.e. too expensive], many times the student would simply stay at home. Jordan is often considered a "shame & honor" society by sociologists and anthropologists. The truth is often times less important then what people consider to be true. If there is a child in the family with a disability, they are sometimes kept in the home to protect the family's honor and reputation.

My bosses, Rev. Samir and Sabah, felt God calling them to reach out to their community. They saw value in both offering education for visually impaired students and helping the community understand and accept people who are blind. Today, we have over 150 students, 34 of which are visually impaired. As a teacher's assistant here, my role is to work alongside the English teachers -- giving lessons, grading papers, creating worksheets and tests. My main responsibility is to work closely with the low-vision students. Since each student's ability to see and read varies, I work in classes with them, helping them use specialized tools [such as magnifiers] to help them follow along in the book or read the board. One of my favorite students [although I know I shouldn't have favorites] is a first grader Ali. We have gotten into the habit of giving each other "high fives" every time he gets a question right. It's a fun game and it's wonderful to see him get excited about learning. I hope that through working one-on-one with them they are able to gain a bit of confidence. Thinking back to my own education and the way I was able to learn, I still remember certain teachers who took the time to work one-on-one with me. They were a tremendous help, not only by taking the time to make sure I understood the lesson, but also by giving me confidence, academically and socially.

Although I can not give Ibrahim the answers on tests, I can take the time to work with him and let him know that he is valuable and that people care about him. I hope that I'm able to build some confidence in Ibrahim and the other students I am blessed to work with each day.

Thursday, April 7, 2011

"I must say that I don’t understand Christians who value the life of one group over another. Even if American Christians consider Muslims as enemies, in the New Testament Jesus commanded his followers to love their enemies and pray for those who persecute them. The word he used for “love” in Greek (agapao) means to entertain or to welcome in. This concept seems to be in direct opposition to the doctrine of Islamophobia spread by many Christian evangelical groups in the United States. Moreover, Isaiah says “Is not this the kind of fasting I have chosen: to loose the chains of injustice and untie the cords of the yoke, to set the oppressed free and break every yoke?” The scripture does not apply only to Jews, to the “foreigner” and “alien.” Hundreds of millions of Americans profess to be Christians and believe in the divine inspiration of these verses, so where are these “believers” when it comes to the Israeli-Palestinian conflict?

Moore’s article is a reminder that many American Christians view supporting Israel as a tenant of faith, without thinking critically about the theological and practical implications of this viewpoint. As Paul writes in his letter to the Romans, “they are zealous for God, but their zeal is not based on knowledge.” Like many Christian groups who visit Israel, Moore’s group did not bother to visit any Palestinian towns. My guess is that neither Moore nor any of his church members have ever even met a Palestinian. Perhaps then their demonization of Palestinians is unsurprising."

*The above text is a part of an article titled "Challenging the evangelical bias against Palestinian" by Aziz Abu Sarah, from the blog-based web magazine +972.


**I originally read this from fellow SALTer Liz.

Thursday, March 31, 2011

friend visits = wonderful!

One of my closest friends from home came to Amman for a few days. Catherine became a part of an elite group of people who have now seen my life here: walked the streets with me and seen the faces that make up this season of my life. It was so wonderful to see her, share with her stories of joy and pain and listen to her verbal reflections of life. Loss. History. Religion. Politics. Claims to land. Family. Boys. There is something irreplaceable about talking to someone who knows me outside of this experience, while sharing a plate of hummus as women in hijab hustle by and the call to prayer rings out across the city.


Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Mother's Day Celebration at School

Monday marked one of the most important holidays here in Jordan: Mother's Day. To celebrate, the schools invited all the mothers to a special performance. Each grade prepared a number of dances, skits, and songs [in English, Arabic, & French]. It was quite the program and all of the teachers were very proud of the students. Here is a video of our youngest students performing, I'd say, one of the cutest things you'll ever see:

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Sunday, March 13, 2011

thoughts on church

As I walked out of church last week, I had a familiar sinking feeling in my stomach.

I miss my church. I miss leaving church feeling rejuvenated by the Holy Spirit. I miss listening to a sermon that is expository and Gospel centered.

The church I attend here in Irbid is an Arabic speaking congregation. As part of my SALT experience, I wanted to participate in a body of believers here in Jordan, hearing their stories and learning about living as a religious minority. I desired to partake in a community of believers and live life alongside them.

Thus far, I have succeeded in that goal.

The problem? It's an Arabic speaking congregation. Which is great because it allows me over an hour of uninterrupted "listening to Arabic" time. However, let's be honest here... my Arabic is still at a level that within a half an hour sermon, I understand maybe five words. On a good day the number could be up to ten. That lack of understanding leaves much to be desired.

The time I spent last year attending Redeemer Anglican Church in Chicago made me familiar enough with a liturgical service that I understand and follow the structure of the service and the prayers:

Jesus said: "you shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, and with all your soul and with all your mind." This is the first and great commandment. And the second is like it, "you shall love your neighbor as yourself." ... Lord have mercy. Christ have mercy. Lord have mercy. ... Glory to God in the highest and peace to his people on earth. Lord God, heavenly king, almighty God and Father, we worship you, we give you thanks, we praise your for your glory. ... We believe in one God, the Father Almighty, maker of heaven and earth, of all that is, seen and unseen. We believe in one Lord, Jesus Christ, the only Son of God, eternally begotten of the Father, God from God, Light from Light, true God from true God...

Partaking in this community of believers, in this faith tradition, has made me even more aware of the beauty that comes through experiencing Christ through different faith traditions. Having spent my early church years in a Covenant Church congregation, and then my teenage years to adulthood in a non-denominational large Evangelical community, it wasn't until the past two years that I participated in an Anglican, liturgical based service. Saying the same prayers each week, knowing that Christian communities all over the world are praying the same, Gospel based prayers, is a beautiful reminder to me of the global family of believers.

There is so much to learn about God through different faith practices. The fact that people have a broad spectrum of ways they understand, experience, and interact with God is a testament to the character of God: He has created us all as individual beings whom He loves. He has given us all different passions and gifts and different mediums to connect with Him.

As I sit each week listening to my Arabic speaking brothers and sisters praying and worshiping our Lord Jesus, my thoughts sometimes wander to memories of church back home... listening to beautiful choirs sing at Moody Church Candlelight Carols each year, weekly singing beautiful hymns in College Church, learning from Biblically-based sermons. As I leave church each week, the sinking feeling in my stomach, I think, is mostly from a void felt from the lack of opening up the Word each week and being lead through a section of Scripture. This is done at the church I attend...or at least I think it is...again the entire service is in Arabic. This sinking feeling is not due to the lack of the Gospel being preached, but rather my lack of being able to understand the message.

This experience has made me even more aware of the power that comes through simple hearing and understanding something in your own language and cultural setting. Again, I do believe there is deep insight and understanding that can occur when one steps out of their normal faith practices. However, there is also great growth which can only occur through studying God's Word within a community of believers and in understanding the message in your own language.

I know there is still much to be learned through partaking in life and worship with my Arab brothers and sisters here. However, some Sundays I simply miss home.

Thursday, March 10, 2011

a Franciscan blessing

As a part of observing Lent this year, I'm participating in World Vision's Lent Bible study called Lent 2011: Relentless Acts of Justice. It is comprised of emails exploring "the Gospel narrative through the lens of six different injustices using stories and experiential activism". It is simply daily reminders of the season we're in and the importance of seeing the world through the eyes of Christ and the Gospel. It is daily stories to guide my actions, thoughts, and prayers throughout the weeks leading up to the death and magnificent resurrection of Jesus. Yesterday's email included a familiar, but beautiful, Franciscan blessing:

May God bless you with discomfort. Discomfort at easy answers, half truths, and superficial relationships, so that you may live deep within your heart. Amen

May God bless you with anger. Anger at injustice, oppression and exploitation of people, so that you may work for justice, freedom and peace. Amen

May God bless you with tears. Tears to shed for those who suffer from pain, rejection, starvation and war, so that you may reach out your hand to comfort them and turn their pain into joy. Amen

May God bless you with foolishness. Enough foolishness to believe that you can make a difference in this world, so that you can do what others claim cannot be done. Amen

And the blessing of God, who creates, redeems and sanctifies, be upon you and all you love and pray for this day, and forever more. Amen

Sunday, March 6, 2011

"Peace, in the sense of the absence of war, is of little value to someone who is dying of hunger or cold. It will not remove the pain of torture inflicted on a prisoner of conscience. It does not comfort those who have lost their loved ones in floods caused by senseless deforestation in a neighboring country. Peace can only last where human rights are respected, where the people are fed, and where individuals and nations are free."

-- The Dalai Lama

"Where justice is denied, where poverty is enforced, where ignorance prevails, and where any one class is made to feel that society is an organized conspiracy to oppress, rob and degrade them, neither persons nor property will be safe."

-- Frederick Douglass

Dead2Red

Run from the Dead Sea to the Red Sea. 242km [150 miles]. 10 people. Continuous running. Start on the shores of the Dead Sea [an altitude of -415m below sea level]. Run. Through the night. Through the desert to an altitude of +120m above sea level. Arrive at the shores of the Red Sea…specifically at the Gulf of Aqaba.

That was the challenge.

Dead2Red is a race started 14 years ago with two teams. This year thirty-eight teams participated coming from all walks of life and all athletic abilities. Every team plans their own strategy to complete the race within the 24-hour time limit. The first place team was a sponsored team comprised of professional runners who, rumor has it, ran 200m sprints the whole time. They train year round for this run…pretty intense.

Our team’s strategy? Finish. Don’t die. Have fun. :) We rented two buses, had five people in each bus, brought enough food and water [although not enough Gatorade we realized] to get us through 20 hours of running with little rest, and prepared for one of the most challenging and amazing experiences of our lives. The first round we ran ten-minute rounds for 40km. Our bus then rested while the second bus ran their 40km rotations. For the next two rounds, our bus decided to run five minute segments each, making it easier to run faster. Basically, you’d jump out of the bus, grab the baton from the previous runner, run as fast as you could for five minutes while the bus followed you. When you had ten seconds left, the bus would pass the runner [always a great sign!] allowing the next runner time to hop out and be ready to grab the baton from you. Having just completed your run, you’d then jump into bus, walk up and down the aisle, stretch, then prepare to do it all over again.

By the last round we were running 1-2 minute rotations, both buses together taking turns, encouraging one another, pushing each other to finish strong. For the last 200m all ten of us ran, crossing the finish line together. Although it was a long race, I LOVED it!

There was a point, somewhere from 10pm and 1am where we were passing, and being passed, by a few teams. It was so fun to overtake a team, and then have them catch up, and then passing them again…over and over again until we finally got enough distance between them and us where we were no longer neck and neck. It was during this point when our driver, who previously thought he was simply going to be driving us to Aqaba… at the normal speed…not 12km/hour, turned on some loud, amazing Arabic music and started clapping his hands and cheering us on. His enthusiasm, along with our team’s great dance moves and the other team’s competition, pumped us up and gave us the energy we needed to continue to put one foot in front of the other.

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Throughout the race I was continually amazed by God’s creation. I was running across Jordan, next to the Dead Sea, under the stars, through the desert, experiencing the created world. My most memorable worship experiences, the times when I have felt deeply connected with the Lord, have almost all included being surrounded in nature. It is when I’m experiencing and observing what the Savoir of the world has created that I come to realize how great our God is and how worthy He is of our praise, our love, our lives.

“When I look at your heavens, the work of your fingers, the moon and the stars, which you have set in place, what is man that you are mindful of him, and the son of man that you care for him?” [Psalm 8:3-4]

“The heavens declare the glory of God, and the sky above proclaims his handiwork. Day to day pours out speech, and night to night reveals knowledge. There is no speech, nor are there words, whose voice is not heard. Their voice goes out though all the earth, and their words to the end of the world. In them he has set a tent for the sun, which comes out like a bridegroom leaving his chamber, and like a strong man, runs its course with joy” [Psalm 19:1-5].

“O Lord, how manifold are your works! In wisdom have you made them all; the earth is full of your creatures” [Psalm 104:24].

By the time night hit, most of the teams were spread out enough that each time I hopped off the bus, I was running alone in the middle of the desert. The only light was coming from the stars and the bus following closely behind me, lighting the path. The song from childhood Sunday School kept popping into my head: “Thy Word is a lamp onto my feet and a light onto my path…” Only a small part of the road was visible with each step. Beyond the beam of light coming from the bus headlight was pitch darkness. In life we often can’t see very far in front of us. As a child of the Creator of the universe…of the stars, the camels, the sand dunes, and the olive trees… I find it reassuring that He has created all things, and yet still cares for me, still loves me, still desires for me to trust Him, even when I can only see the next step, even when surrounding me is pitch darkness.

Running with my team for the 19:41.20 it took us to complete the race was one of the coolest experiences of my life. What an amazing way to experience this land, this part of the world where people have trekked for thousands of years! What an incredible way to experience God’s creation!

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

sheep in the yard

Over the years my love for sheep has increased...to the point where last summer, while visiting Ireland with my parents, I was somewhat seriously considering staying in Ireland to work on a farm with sheep. Seriously. About a week ago as I was sitting in my room, I heard sheep outside my window. I looked out to discover this:

Monday, February 21, 2011

"A riot at bottom is the language of the unheard."

Sunday, February 20, 2011

"Teach me how to seek you, and show yourself to me when I seek. For I cannot seek you unless you teach me how, and I cannot find you unless you show yourself to me. Let me seek you in desiring you; let me desire you in seeking you. Let me find you in loving you; let me love you in finding you." -Anselm, Proslogion

Thursday, February 17, 2011

Egypt

Jesus calls us to love both our friends and our enemies. Here in the Middle East people often put Christians and Muslims on opposite sides, drawing the line between the two. During the 18-day revolution in which demonstrators stood their ground, determined to establish democracy for their country, Egyptians rallied together, inviting their country and the world to join their attempt to overcome their corrup government. The picture below is of Christian Egyptians protecting their Muslim neighbors while they participate in prayers. When Jesus tells us to love, He doesn't want us to only love those who we spend out time with, or who we're related to, or those who share our beliefs and values. He simply calls us to walk as He walked: loving those society tells us we shouldn't love, let alone talk to or interact with or defend.


When the protests broke out all around Egypt on Friday, January 28th I had just missed the boarder crossing to go visit friends in Palestine [the border closes each day pretty early...and on Fridays it's earlier than normal. I had known this when I left Amman after meeting with my MCC boss, but I figured I would try anyways. Nope. Too late]. That day, as I hung around Amman, news started to come in about the increased protests in Egypt, and as we sat glued to the television I was amazed by the Egyptians ability to overcome their fear that President Hosni Mubarak's thirty year corrupt rule had placed in ordinary citizen. Throughout the weeks of unending protests [some violent, most nonviolent] until Mubarak resigned as president I was struck by the people's ability to band together to bring about a change that few thought was possible. There were accounts of true community forming in parts of Egypt, specifically in Tahrir Square where everyone was contributing what they could: young men were helping with crowd control and checking IDs, older women were bring food and cooking dinner for those around them. What started in Tunisia, and inspired Egypt, is now spreading to other countries in the region: it is people coming together, saying that it is time for change...they are demanding their governments work for the people and to rule justly. As Egypt starts to build its future, the world is watching to see if democracy is created and if true political change takes place.

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Monday, February 14, 2011

Bethany-Beyond-the-Jordan

"In those days Jesus came from Nazaeth of Galilee and was baptized by John in the Jordan. And when he came up out of the water, immediately he saw the heavens being torn open adn the Spirit descending on him like a dove. And a voice came from heaven, "You are my beloved Son; with you I am well pleased." - Mark 1:9-11

A few weeks ago I went with the youth group to Bethany-Beyond-the-Jordan, where archaeologists believe John the Baptist preached and where Jesus was baptized. Different churches [the Catholic Church, the Orthodox Church, and the Anglican Church] take different Fridays to celebrate the baptism of Jesus. The Orthodox Church held a large service, where thousands of people gathered. The river is almost-stagnant and polluted, and like many pilgrimage sites*, it was hard to take in the meaning of the palace when crowds were pushing at us from all sides and guards were present to prevent people from crossing over into Israel & Palestine, which is almost within arms reach.

All that being said, it was neat to be able to be in such a historically Biblical site. And it was great to spend the day with friends from youth group. Here are some pictures from the day:

Touching the Jordan River.

*When I visited Bethlehem back in November, my roomie and I were at the Church of the Nativity. While in the lower "cave" where the exact location of where Jesus was born is said to be, women were kneeling to pray. The guard standing near by immediately started announcing, quite loudly: "There are thousands of people waiting outside. If every one stopped to pray, do you know how long it would take to get everyone through here? Keep moving! No time to pray in here, pray outside."

Oh goodness.

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

half marathon time!

I recently signed up for my third 1/2 marathon...and I'm quite excited! I'll be running the Dead Sea Half Marathon with [hopefully] some teachers from the school. Although training will be less convenient then simply hopping onto the Prairie Path, I'm looking forward to the experience of running to the lowest point on earth. The countdown begins: 64 days!

Monday, January 31, 2011

boycotting sabra.

A fellow SALTer, Liz, posted this on a recent blog post and I thought it would be a good thing to repeat. I love hummus. And since living in Jordan, my love for hummus is grown...especially when it is bought from my beloved Hummus Man up in Irbid. When thinking about moving back to the states and having to buy hummus again in a store, both my tummy and my heart are usually not happy.

One hummus brand available in most U.S. grocery stores is Sabra. After reading Liz's post and some articles, I know that I'm going to be more aware when I'm back home to avoid buying Sabra hummus. Please take the time to read this and consider buying from a brand that doesn't support the Israeli military and its unjust treatment of Palestinians.

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

hilarious everyday occurrences

As I mentioned in the previous post, I was asked by my boss to be Santa at multiple Christmas functions. I'm not sure if I spread Christmas cheer or Christmas fear. I think the photos below might help you understand...

The above picture is my favorite of the bunch.

Note: I don't think the mask I was required to wear helped the situation much.

Also, the woman with the blue head scarf in the pictures is a very cute, kind older woman from the church who I love...and the other woman is my host mother's mother. She, too, is wonderful.

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Other funny occurrences:

Part of my job at school is responding to emails from English supporters. The other day I received an email from a partner which made me laugh...the end of the email read, "Every year my husband and I travel with the cat after Christmas, driving to his hometown..." I'll stop the email there in order to keep it anonymous, but does anyone else think it sounds like they travel every year to their cat's hometown?

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About a month ago we had a Christmas party with all the teachers and staff from the school. We drew names and bought gifts for one another. Since I was trying to be resourceful and I didn't want to spend money, I decided to wrap the gift in newspaper, a thing I do at home. The difference is that at home I can read what paper I'm wrapping the gifts in...where here the papers are obviously written in Arabic, which I'm still struggling to learn to read.

So...I'm at school, putting the final pieces of tape on when a teacher comes up to me and asks what I'm doing. I proudly show her the wrapped gift. She looks very confussed. "What is this for?" she asks. "The Christmas party today, of course. It's my gift for the gift exchange." She still looks confused. "Really???"

Turns out I had wrapped the gift in the obituary section of the newspaper. Opps. I guess for a Christmas gift, it's not the best idea to give the receiver of the gift the obituary section for light reading.

Monday, January 3, 2011

road trip around Jordan. and other updates.

Hello dear readers.
Since I've last posted much has happened:

1. I had a wonderful visit from my home church pastor. Bruce was traveling around the region and traveled up to Irbid for a day. He was able to visit the school, meet both my boss and my host family, and then we had a wonderful lunch at a beautiful outdoor restaurant. It was great...I found it extremely helpful to verbally process life here and it was nice to spend time with someone from home. Here's a picture of Bruce and I at the church:

2. We had many Christmas parties at school and church. I was Santa a total of 5 times. The kids quickly figured out that I was not the actual Papa Noel.


3. Samira and I hosted a little Christmas party for the youth group we've been attending. During that party I laughed more then I've laughed since moving to Irbid. It was the "can't breath, almost-pee-your-pants" kind of laughing. It felt so good to feel so much joy in this place. That entire day was one of the first days where I've felt truly settled here and where I felt JOY being here. It was definitely a blessing from the Lord that I've been praying would happen. Here's a few pictures from the party:


I made the famous Petersen family Santa cookies.

We did a white elephant gift exchange...which was a new concept for most of my friends here. The gift I gave was a hit. It's always funny seeing what people actually want to keep from white elephant gift exchanges.

4. The last day of school before Christmas break, the school had a Christmas concert where each class sang a song. My after-school English conversation class also had an opportunity to sing a song for the school, so for the past month I taught my kiddos the "Twelve Days of Christmas". I rewrote the words to talk about things found in Jordan. I must say that it was quite the hit...the kids were divided into groups and I made signs for them to hold up at their different parts. Here's a picture of the kiddos singing and below is the song:

The Twelve Days of Christmas

On the first day of Christmas, Santa gave to me a trip to visit Petra.

On the second day of Christmas,
Santa gave to me
Two silly sheep,
And a trip to visit Petra.

On the third day of Christmas,
Santa gave to me
Three camels,
Two silly sheep,
And a trip to visit Petra.

On the fourth day of Christmas,
Santa gave to me
Four grazing goats,
Three camels,
Two silly sheep,
And a trip to visit Petra.

On the fifth day of Christmas,
Santa gave to me
Five plates of mansaf,
Four grazing goats,
Three camels,
Two silly sheep,
And a trip to visit Petra.

On the sixth day of Christmas,
Santa gave to me
Six olive branches,
Five plates of mansaf,
Four grazing goats,
Three camels,
Two silly sheep,
And a trip to visit Petra.

On the seventh day of Christmas,
Santa gave to me
Seven Ajloun castles,
Six olive branches,
Five plates of mansaf,
Four grazing goats,
Three camels,
Two silly sheep,
And a trip to visit Petra.

On the eighth day of Christmas,
Santa gave to me
Eight tubs of humus,
Seven Ajloun castles,
Six olive branches,
Five plates of mansaf,
Four grazing goats,
Three camels,
Two silly sheep,
And a trip to visit Petra.

On the ninth day of Christmas,
Santa gave to me
Nine trips to Amman,
Eight tubs of humus,
Seven Ajloun castles,
Six olive branches,
Five plates of mansaf,
Four grazing goats,
Three camels,
Two silly sheep,
And a trip to visit Petra.

On the tenth day of Christmas,
Santa gave to me
Ten Knafih pieces,
Nine trips to Amman,
Eight tubs of humus,
Seven Ajloun castles,
Six olive branches,
Five plates of mansaf,
Four grazing goats,
Three camels,
Two silly sheep,
And a trip to visit Petra.

On the eleventh day of Christmas,
Santa gave to me
Eleven nice Bedouin,
Ten knafih pieces,
Nine trips to Amman,
Eight tubs of humus,
Seven Ajloun castles,
Six olive branches,
Five plates of mansaf,
Four grazing goats,
Three camels,
Two silly sheep,
And a trip to visit Petra.

On the twelfth day of Christmas,
Santa gave to me
Twelve plates of zatar,
Eleven nice Bedouin,
Ten knafih pieces,
Nine trips to Amman,
Eight tubs of humus,
Seven Ajloun castles,
Six olive branches,
Five plates of mansaf,
Four grazing goats,
Three camels,
Two silly sheep,
And a trip to visit Petra!

5. To celebrate the beginning of Christmas break, Samira and I decorated our hands with henna. It is common here for women to decorate their hands and feet before a women gets married and we've seen it done at different engagement parties. It was fun to do, even though it took forever to dry.


6. On Christmas Eve my parents flew in to Amman and we had 7 wonderful days together. We rented a car and drove from the south of Jordan to the north, spending time in Aqaba, Wadi Rum, Petra...we drove the King's Highway and I was able to spend time showing them around my former life in Amman and my current life in Irbid. It was such a special time and I'm so glad they had both the time and the resources to come see me. Here's a picture of them on a boat ride in Aqaba. Since they are new owners of an amazing camera, I didn't use my camera all week. However, I also forgot to get pictures from them before they left. Therefore, as they email some of the highlights over the next few weeks I'll try to post some of them here with stories of our time together.